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i pretty much abandoned my livejournal for myspace. i actually am updating it, but we'll see in a couple on weeks. anyways if you have myspace add me. www.myspace.com/alanis_dude
goodnight
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| Time: | 1:35 am. |
| Music: | jo jo performing on an ellen rerun. |
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we're all moved in to our new apartment. just have a little bit of unpacking and organizing to do, and we're set.
i'm in the middle of my "7 day off" stretch. gotta love it. i don't want to go back, well to west bend at least. i do have a new home though. i am now the general merchandise assistant manager at the beaver dam store. i love the store. the manager rocks.
hope everyone has a fun (and safe) 4th of july.
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i'm dreading work tonight. third shift and i just don't mix. good thing i don't do them very often. i'm not a vampire. but on the bright side, at least i still get to watch the l word tonight. don't know what i'd do without that. goodnight.
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we went to see garbage last night. great night of fun had by all. they're such an amazing band. too bad i'm gay, or shirley would definitely be mine.
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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| Subject: | broke. |
| Time: | 1:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  hopeful. | | Music: | sand in my shoes - dido. |
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i am so broke. hopefully that will change in a couple of months. i'll get through this.
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i'm in such an alanis mood today. i can't believe how beautiful one person can be. *sighs* i love her so.
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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i woke up extremely dizzy. i thought i was going to caffeine withdraws. one whole mountain dew later, nope i'm still dizzy. i wonder if this has anything to do with my headache last night. yep the time has come, i'm dying.
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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| Subject: | get out |
| Time: | 1:11 pm. |
| Mood: | determined. | | Music: | bleed like me - garbage. |
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i'm done with my roommate. i gave up caring. all she wants now is attention. she has nothing to come back to as far as i'm concerned. mike is right, she's not welcome back here. we both got screwed over, we're just going to have to swallow our pride and live out the next two months. i don't care anymore, she's twenty she can do what she wants. i'm not going to try to rationalize with her anymore, especially over text messaging. and it will be a cold day in hell if she expects me to come "rescue" her in iowa. so long.
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my roommate ran off to iowa with some guy she met on the internet. not only am i concerned about my rent, but i'm concerned about her. this is so out of character for her. i just hope she's not going to be held there against her will. she doesn't think things over too thoroughly. regardless, she left everything here but a duffle bag with a couple outfits. now she tells us to dispose of what she has here. definitely an odd weekend. i have to go talk to the landlord, but i have to wait until mike can get out of work or something. if not, no rush, we can talk tomorrow.
well i have off work today and tomorrow. i also called in yesterday. so that makes three days in a row. i need it. i need to decide what to do about job, living situation, etc. i wish mike had off today, so that we could situate what we have to.
well i'm off for the day. time to shower and get ready for absolutely nothing.
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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well let's see..
the first step of my interviewing process went great. atleast if i don't get this position, i can be proud of how i interviewed. the next two steps may be the most difficult.
i told my manager about my interview, not intentionally, but it kind of came up. i told him i was open to other oppurtunities, and i meant at the new place or my existing place of employment. well he told the store manager, who now seems upset at me. we both kind of held each other on a pedastal. i don't want her to think of me any differently than before this information was leaked. all i have to say is i'm open to anything that will better myself, my future and my career.
enough of this.
i went to the doctor today, a lot of people said it was time. well tomorrow i have to pick up an inhaler. although i'm not dying, it was nice talking to someone. about everything. funny how doctors can get anything out of you.
well that's it for tonight. i'm going to bed. loves ya.
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good news! i have an interview on wednesday. i have to learn how to tie a tie before then. damn. anyways... i really hope i get this position. (disregard last post)
i also had a phone interview with a different company tonight. she seemed impressed. only problem though, i think i'm overqualified for the position she's offering me. i want more responsibility! plus base pay is 80 cents lower than i'm making now. on the other hand, there's an incentive pay. i still like the first one better.
my roommate informed me today that she's not moving with us anymore. seriously, i'm pissed off. why would you go to the extent of apartment and job hunting with no intentions of following through. you can't do that. it seems once something is set in stone it all tumbles down. (trust me my mental picture is a lot more discriptive) fuck her, i'm taking away her birthday tomorrow.
goodnight. loves.
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i made myself a promise i would update this more. for my own reference. i don't really care who reads it, or if it's read at all. i just think it would be neat to look back at this a couple years from now. i've done it with real journals, so maybe this one will serve the same purpose.
so i decided i'm not going to let myself get nervous, upset or paranoid about this whole job situation. i could have it a lot worst. i have a decent job right now, and i can keep working here until i find something better. so, when(if) i get that call tomorrow, i'm going to try my hardest to not be affected. shift into "whatever happens, happens" mode.
mike and julie are going out at midnight. julie turns 21 then. i'm a little jealous. why couldn't i be 21 yet? only 5 more months left! not that alcohol is that appealing to me, but i want to go out, damn it!
i'm trying to improve my financial situation. in other words, i'm trying to keep a better eye on my money. that means no more ipods, video cameras and computer purchases for me. i really splurged the last couple months on expensive electronics, so i am putting an end to it.
well i want to watch 'l word' and then proceed to bed. so goodnight.
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ok.. so there's this job that i am extremely interested in. i had a "phone evaluation" last week, and i was told i would get a call in a week or so to possibly set up an interview. she also said they would call if they weren't interested. so i waited all week and assumed they'd call today. did they call? nope. so i called them. now i won't hear anything until monday. i'm starting to think they're playing me. lol. if i do get an interview a male is suppose to call me to discuss it. if not, the woman will be calling me back. when i called her she was surprised he didn't call me, so in a way that's a good thing. i'm so confused, probably as confused as you are reading this entry. anyways... my point being is- just tell me if you want to interview me or not!! i'm sick of waiting. plus i need to apply elsewhere if i'm not a candidate.
*deep exhale*
i will not get depressed about a job, i will not get depressed about a job.
thanks for letting me vent.
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it's true. i'm dying. smoking is catching up with me. i'm paranoid. i think i have gum disease. what next lung cancer? why couldn't i read the sides of those cigarette packs? it was nice knowing all of you. bye, i need a cigarrette.
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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i'm such a loser. i'm convinced i'm going to win an ipod from pepsi. i have over 30 bottle caps. after this much caffeine, i deserve to win! in the end i think it's just going to be cheaper(and healthier) to buy an ipod. oh well. winning one would just be 10 times better. oh another bad thing, they don't release the names of the winners, so you just have to wait to see if you get one. i have way to much faith in this contest. :)
it's mike's birthday on friday, and i just don't know what to get him.
we're going to minnesota in a week. i'm so excited. i never did get to go to the mall of america when i went with sam last year. plus the drive is kind of nice.
well i'm off to bed. wish me luck with the ipod contest.
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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okay... 8:00!! what's up with that?!?! now i missed half of it already :(
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what the hell, is american idol only on tuesdays now? i'm so confused. well i'm assuming it's only one night a week, since auditions are done. what am i going to do on wednesday nights now? well atleast newlyweds and ashlee is still on, or i don't know what i would do. it wouldn't be good.
i'm going to minnesota the first week of march. it should be fun. i've never been to the mall of america. i went to minnesota with sam last year, but we didn't have time to go there. four days off of work is great. i just had a week off at the end of january. i love paid vacation. infact, i want a career in it.
went to the stretch with my brother tonight. it was fun. my niece is so cute. she behaved very well tonight. i'm shocked. i like hanging out with my brother. when we were kids we hated each other, i don't know what ever broke the hate, but it's nice.
well i guess i'm off to create a new tv line-up. until next time. loves
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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am.info isn't working, and that makes me sad :(
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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it's kind of funny when somebody believes something because jenny lick says so.
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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went to see scissor sisters on thursday. they were great. fun times. can't wait until they come back!
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